Eve of..

I last held my Liam
One month ago today.
And left the hospital early...
For an appointment that day.

If only I had known, if only I had stayed...
My little lone ranger would have heard one morc time,
How much I love him.
Even upon telling him one million times,
There is no way to express the fire inside...

I was awakened the next morning,
By that fateful call.

The next time I held my Liam,
It was far to late-
I felt his warm body slowly releasing his life,
An eerie still coldness slowly taking it's place.

I left my baby alone that night
Returning to find him dead by daylight.

Oh, dear baby- wherever you are,
I hope you know how loved you are.